Listening to: My Moon My Man by Feist
. . . I have a terrible feeling that I have hurt some people in my life and I didn't eve know it. I think that sometimes my brain moves way to fast and I don't notice certain things and I just go on with my life like nothing has happened. I believe that there is some sort of mathematical formula for this. This being that the smarter you are the more socially oblivious you are. Particularly of one's self. Before Jane and I were more than friends I could never see myself as any sort of desirable being. I never engaged in conversation with anyone of worth nor did I ever try to get with a girl.
What Jane has done is truly amazing. She has changed the way I see myself so entirely and surely. I was never confident in anything that I did. I could never just be a good friend, I always cared to much about what people thought and I was always extremely paranoid about what other people may or may not have been saying about me. I was not Frederik, I was simply living to get by. I never really tried to excel at anything and I never tried to impress anyone.
I want some gum. got some gum. Enjoying the gum. Enjoy this post. Please.
you never tried and yet you were so incredibly incredible Jane fell in love with you. Although I'm sure she's amazing, she must to have won your affections. you seem to be the most impressive of the two.
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