So.... Scared

     I'm scared, honestly. Deeply scared. But this is nothing like Monday night, because this time. This time I fucked up. Now, though I'm asking her for her help. Now that she knows what I've done wrong I'm hoping that instead of leaving me, she will help me. She really does love me, and I really really really really do love her. I hope that she'll see all this. I really hope she will. I pray, In Jesus' name that she will see that I really do love her.