Urban and Modern law dictates that a fairytale is something that can never ever happen in real life. Hence forth "fairy". Unreal. Snuggling chameleons, Sword fighting Horses and magical glowing, healing hair. These are all things that are unreal yet ever so satisfying to our dull, boring lives. What other questionable false realities have we created for ourselves? Love? Love is unreal and mystical. There is no agreeable definition or explanation for love. Love is found first and foremost in the Bible, true. And in the Bible it is explained that God loves us and all these things that he did because he loves us and how he sent His Son for us. I also know that we, as humans feel love. We have to because how else would we love God back?
I can't explain this love that I feel for you, Jane. I can't. It's fairytale, it's alien to me. It doesn't make sense, but the feeling that I get from knowing how much you mean to me and how I want to spend every single day with you, that feeling, is just
...Exhale...
Breathtaking. It's breathtaking and I don't know how to explain it. Everything that you've allowed me to feel up to this point... no, everything that you've helped me feel... Everything you've made me feel takes my breath away and it just doesn't seem real. I don't deserve any of this and I don't feel at all worthy to love and be loved by you. But well. . . It's happening and all I have to say is thank you. And thank God for giving you to me. I have absolutely no idea how to explain or control these feelings that I ever so incredibly carry for you. No on deserves and explanation of how I feel so I'm not concerned about that. And Frankly, I would loath myself if I could control the feelings I have for you. Honestly, I don't really have much of a desire to not be totally yours no matter what happens and no matter what anyone thinks. No one is coming between us, love. No one.
Note: If you ever feel the need to tell me the same. Please do so. :) because I like to hear it as much as you do
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