you are amazing because. . .

i'm doing this for you in case you didn't know. the lower case letters and such are all driving me quite insane. but it's all for you. because i love you and because you are amazing. and because you love me. and because I have to do everything in my power to give you what you deserve, for i know i don't deserve you. not in the least, do i deserve you.

because you love me. that, in itself is just unfathomable and unbelievable. besides my parents and God i have never met anybody in this world that has proven to love me so very very much. many have said the words "i love you" and may have thought to mean it. but i now know that they never meant it. at least not quite like you do, my love.

because your vocabulary not only impresses me but inspires me. it makes me think and the way you write lets me know that you don't just go into the dictionary and say "imma use that word in a sentence". you know your stuff, kiddo. i love you for your intelligence and your wit. you are smarter than me, this i truly believe.

because you make me happy, whether you know it or not. you make me smile, my love. you make me the happiest person alive and i can't stop smiling as long as i think back to you telling me how much you love me. thank you oh so much for that, my love.

because you are understanding. you've found out things about me that no on in the world knows, not even my psychiatrist, and it doesn't phase you one bit. you still love me; you truly do love me with an unconditional love, as i do.

because you are beautiful. you aren't who everyone else thinks you should be, and i admire you extremely for that. because you are beautiful and you make no effort to be. you are so natural in everything you do. oh how i love you, babe.

because i can come to you with anything and you will love me and take care of me. if i cry you comfort me, if i bleed, you tell me you love me. you don't try to change me or make me better by any means. you love me for who i am.

because you are a gift and you let me know from the start that this is on purpose and that this is for real. for ever.

because you find me funny. and i find you funny. you make me laugh and you laugh with me. not at me like most would. 

because you are handling this so well. 

because you are mine.

because even now you are staying and even though i have done the same in the past, i can't imagine how you are doing this. i can't imagine i went through worse than this is for you.