Come to me

  

Listening to: You Only Live Once by the Strokes

   Only if she was lying by me, would I lie in my bed again.

     I can't see my reflection in the water

     I can't speak to show any signs of pain

     I can't hear the echo of my steps or remember the sounds of my own name

     Only if my one true love was waiting and if I could only hear her heart softly pounding

     Yes, if only she was lying by me. I'd lie in my bed once again.

   
     Oh.... o.k. I see now. Seriously, Jane, just come on over. Just come lay by me and we can lay together for ever and ever. We could cry together, for good reasons and for bad reasons. We could laugh together and smile at each other endlessly. We don't need to say goodbye, we don't need to fight the cry. And we could hold each other tight, tonight. Any pain I may have had is gone now that you are here. I know that there was so much stuff and time between us, but we have conquered that. We have forgiven what needed to be forgiven and we have returned back what transgressions we have shared. I love you and you love me. Let's get together and live happy.

     I'm going to need a lot more than toast. Straight up and down. I do like jelly. What else do you have in mind? I don't want to wait and see, tell me!! I'm a brat, remember? I must know. I don't .. I just told you I don't like surprises. I like to know. Really now? [End Transmission. . . (edited for content)]

      I didn't have a choice. It was all you. I am so happy that I was left no choice. For you, you are everything I ever could have dreamed and more, my love. . . Your smile, your brilliance. You are lovely and amazing. I miss you though, ever so terribly. Come to me, my love.