1. The thought of dying alone.
2. The thought of living alone.
3. The thought of getting what I deserve. 
4. The thought of losing the ones I love.  

              This is the list of my top fears. The actual fears. Not the silly ones like spiders or the dark. (I'm only actually scared of spiders; but not for long.) These are the things that if they ever happened I would be lost forever and ever. I would be o.k. through the first one. The second one would bring tears. The third would bring a deep depression. And if the fourth ever happened I would die.

              Am I here to complete her? Is she here to complete me?  Are we both here to complete each other? Why have I ever tried anyone or anything else? This, her, us, it just makes everything else seem totally pointless.
                

"I was born to tell you I love you. I am torn to do what I have to; to make you mine, stay with me tonight."

             I swear you need to know now, you need to know who I am by now.