10.10.11

Let Down.

      This is an interesting notion, that I love you more than you will ever know. Is that not. . . unfathomable? Just like eternity or infinity or a line. NEVER ending. Somethings we ,as humans just cannot comprehend. So even though I can not comprehend it, I will say that I love you more than you will ever know. Simply because everything that I can comprehend is not good enough for you. It's not good enough for my love for you. Maybe it's just because I'm not smart enough to comprehend something worthy of your awesomeness. I don't know, but all I know is that you will NEVER know how much I do love you.

     Either way, let me try to explain. If I had to die to keep you alive, I would. If I had to lose my hands, the tools with which I do everything of value to me to keep you safe from anything, I would. If I had to live alone so you could be happy for the rest of your life, I would. If I had to lose everything and everyone of value to me for you, I would. At the drop of a hat, I would do all these things for you.

     But now I have failed in doing what is right. I opened my damned mouth and hurt you. I'm sorry.I've let you down.

     

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